AHAHHAHA!!!! SWEET VICTORY!!

I PASSSSEED!!!! OTR BABY!! :)

FINALLY! I DID IT!! AFTER months and months of frustration and utter complications, I FINALLY HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO BECOME AN OTR :) The great thing is I really feel like I understand this shit now lol, like I have the base knowledge to become a better OTR..NOW...than if I had passed in march! :). I CAN FINALLY relax...and start working on finding me one of those job things...lol.

Nadia Raja, OTR...has a VERY nice ring to it dont you think :)

The final poster says, "The surest way not to fail is to determine to succeed." - for the third time taking this test...I think that is what I did :)

POST TEST 3RD TIME feelings

O..m...g... IT WAS HARD! 


It was more than what I expected....it was MUCH harder than the first two times...granted I did think many questions in a different way then I did before but was it ENOUGH? I did read-reread many of the questions trying to understand what it was REALLY asking. Also unlike the last two times the clinical simulation part was ALSO HARD!! oye lol. This 3rd time is the highest chance I have had yet to pass, but if GOD FORBID I do fail again, lets hope I get above a 446 :P. 


If I have to take it a 4th time, no waiting more than 45 days this time its not worth it. Ill take it somewhere near August15th.  I know what I need to know, now I just need to read and understand the questions FASTER. I need to NOT doubt my answer choice even if it sounds crazy! Also if I have to take it again, I am sooo changing my testing center :P. I really wish I could be sure I passed this time, but I am not, sad to say :(. I reallly do not understand how people less smart than me can pass this on their FIRST try....I also do not understand why it is SO HARD for me to pass this exam!


Lets hope I say this on thursday :)